Thursday, December 16, 2010

Official Christmas 2010 pictures!

I have already posted the pictures of the boys, but I wanted to put them all together...since I very rarely get to snap one when they are all together. Maybe we can get one sometime this holiday season. Perhaps it would even include parents.....a girl can dream......

Anyway, enjoy these beautiful pictures of my extraordinarily, uniquely exquisite children. :)Abby Elizabeth Tate - 11 yrs old
Byron Hurst Tate - 4 1/2 yrs old :)

Collin Mac Tate - 20 months old

I am unbelieveably blessed. <3
Merry Christmas & Happy New Year from the Tate family

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

November 2010

I haven't blogged very well in the past months. I have been struggling...alot. I shouldn't be. I am abundantly blessed, in every way. But I just didn't feel like ME. I cried alot. I yelled alot. I was too distant. I didn't enjoy the little things. I even questioned what purpose church really played in my life. I wasn't rejoicing.

Several people would ask me if I was ok. People who knew me. And then my daughter came to me and said, "Mom, are you ok?" I knew it was time to figure out what was going on. My husband was by my side as I went to discuss my problems with my doctor. He spoke for me when he knew by the look on my face that I couldn't speak for myself. He knows me better than anyone else, and he missed me. I was here, but I wasn't here.

My doctor suggested I begin taking an antidepressant. I didn't want to be one of those people. The subject is so widely discussed now, but there is still a HUGE stigma attached to it. Suprisingly enough, there are more people out there than I ever realized that struggle with the same things I am struggling with. I took his advice and almost immediately felt a difference. I feel like me. And I am one of those people.

I am a woman dealing with depression.

I had more fun with my children tonight than I have had in more months than I care to remember. This is a joke in our family, but I laughed so hard that I snorted. :) I haven't laughed that hard in a very long time.

Sadly, I did miss alot of picture taking opportunites, but I did get some. Here is a brief overview of what has been going on this month...
Just a beautiful day outside.
Tub time--always fun :)
Could anyone resist those blue eyes?

This boy absolutely melts my heart.
Byron thought Collin should be looking at me, so he tried to help out. Luckily, it didn't end in any tears....this time.
My beautiful daughter on her ELEVENTH birthday. How in the world did this happen? She is my baby!
Maw Maw made her a pumpkin pie! YUM!
Collin like to browse through the remains left on the table after everyone has vacated. He always finds something he likes, even if there was the exact thing on his plate. Must taste better off of someone else's....
My two sweet boys in front of the Christmas tree this year. I haven't gotten Abby's picture yet. These amazing pictures happened by accident. I never try to pose my kids like this. It stresses me out too much, and I know that if I have the camera handy I can catch my moment eventually. This is how the last several Christmas pictures have come to be. Last year, I tried to pose Byron several times to get a decent picture. He finally smiled properly after being promised a ride on the cotton stripper if he cooperated. It took me 47 pictures....literally.
That smile is going to get this kid whatever he wants...I am in deep trouble....

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Time to raise bacon

Well, it's that time again. Time to raise the hogs for show season.

I never in my life dreamed that I would be the kind of person who participated in stock shows. To tell you the truth, I didn't really know what stock shows were until about 8 years ago. I had lived in the metroplex my entire life hearing about the Fort Worth Livestock Show & Rodeo. That didn't mean I knew what that meant.

I learned when I got married that Kevin had raised show animals, never fully understanding what that meant then either. Then my best friend's daughter began showing pigs when Abby was about 4 yrs old. We would go to their house and look at the cute little piglets. Then we would head up to the coliseum while they got ready for the shows. Abby would play in big piles of dirt (I really didn't know at the time how incredibly gross that was, but that is another story) while I watched and chatted. When Abby got a little older, she would help out with the preparations and always told me she couldn't wait to have pigs of her own. I didn't really know what we would do with them since we lived in town at the time.

You must be in the 3rd grade or 8 years old to join FFA and be old enough to show, and by the time she was, we had moved to our current place, complete with pens. She sat out her first year because I was pregnant with Collin, knew how much work would be needed from me (kind of), and none of us was quite ready for that yet. But last year, it was time....

We were only going to have one pig. We were only going to show at county. We were NOT going to any majors.

Yeah, right.

We got two pigs. Dad liked them so much he decided they were good enough to show at more than just the county show. And we ended up going to San Antonio with one of them. I guess they were ok. They were still just pigs to me.

But I really did kind of fall in love with them.

They were so cute when they were tiny. They were skittish, as they will be, when they first got here. As they got bigger, and I mean BIG, they were so friendly. They do like to nose around in the mud, but they don't roll around in mud all day. (Myth #1). They didn't just eat slop. They had to be on a strict eating schedule. (Myth #2). We spent time, effort, and money to get one of them to grow some kind of butt. I told Kevin just to feed them what I ate--that was sure to do the trick.

But it was FUN! Abby enjoyed it just as much as she thought she would, and she was GOOD at it! Those pigs loved her. She knew what their feeding schedule was, how much she fed them, and what kind. She won a trophy at her first show AND a belt buckle. And it was TIRING! But it was worth it.

So here we go again! We have FOUR pigs this year--three barrows (boys that can't father piglets anymore to put it nicely), a Duroc (the brownish red one), a Yorkshire (the pinkish white one), and a Cross (the black one with white front hooves), and we have a Duroc gilt (a baby girl that hasn't had babies yet--it's a sow once they have babies). I even got to help wrestle them yesterday to give a shot! I was proud of myself and my husband was even impressed! That is hard to do!!!

So here are some pictures. Collin is LOVING it! Abby enjoys them just as much as she did last year. And Byron, of course, thinks he is in charge of it all.

She is getting them use to her. The boys chasing them around helps to get them use to activity and actually calms them down, I think.... Collin thinks it is really cool when one comes up to him and nibbles on his clothes and nudges him. He just giggles! (And yes, that is my daughter wearing capris and boots. Never wear your good shoes in the pig pens. (Lesson learned))This is surprisingly close for only having had them for a week.Notice our dogs in the next two pictures. They follow us everywhere, including out to the pens. When we get out there, they sit just outside the fence watching and waiting for us to emerge. The little brown dog dances around all edges of the pens barking to get in. She even tries to tunnel under the fence, but doesn't mess with them when we aren't outside. And of course, we have to make them scatter under the shed.The supervisorWe must always get pictures with the cotton strippers. Anyone who has never seen these things run MUST come visit! It is amazing to watch!!!! I love this time of year!

Sunday, August 8, 2010

Fun with Pancakes!

Always have fun with your breakfast! It makes life more interesting and gives you a reason to get out of bed earlier! I am hoping it might be effective at learning names and letters too. Who knows???



Collin likes to pull out the drawer at the bottom and stand on it to see what I am doing. It makes me very nervous! Someday he is going to burn something! But this time, he was just looking to see what to cook up today!


We also had some pancakes that said "#1 Dad" but apparently, they got eaten before I took a picture. I did have to make some plain ole round ones for a member of our family that I won't rat out. Just use your imagination.... ;)
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It was bound to happen eventually....

This is my son after he got hold of a pair of scissors that I had put under my leg to keep away from Collin after Byron had gotten them out first. I forgot that I was sitting on them and when I got up, he went to work. Abby did the same thing about 2 years sooner than Byron, but I didn't panic as much this time knowing that for a boy you can just buzz him. I did and it still show a little but if I wait another week I can buzz him again and no one will ever know the difference. This is the before picture...
He was so proud of himself.


Collin had to have a picture too of course...He had been indulging in a chocolate chip cookie.
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Wednesday, July 28, 2010

More Zoo Pictures



Have no idea why I wasn't able to blog all the pics at once, but here is the continuation of the pictures below.
Abby's favorite animal!
The fish in the pond went crazy!

Our niece/cousin/granddaughter Caroline met us there.

Byron was SO tired.

Maw and 4 out of 5 grandkids.

Collin was fascinated with these rattlesnakes. I hope he never EVER gets this close to any ever again.
Maw helping them see it all...

Abby's favorite reptile. Have no idea what it was called

More ducks.

Park play

drive home

definition of exhausted

A Day at the Abilene Zoo

Maw Maw and I decided to take the kids to the Zoo one Friday. We had planned it for the previous week, but it was raining! So off we trekked! and it was HOT!!! But fun was had by all.

Byron was already sweating by the time we walked in the gate. We forgot our caps (sorry, Dad) so we ended up with cool new Abilene Zoo caps. We are now too cool for words...

Collin's favorite were the ducks, but I am pretty sure he could have stayed all day just wandering around with no specific agenda. Definitely an animal kid....

Birds

Owls
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